First Love

First love? 
What is it?

First love is only a little foolishness and a lot of curiosity. - George Bernard Shaw

First love is a kind of vaccination which saves a man from catching the complaint the second time. - Honore de Balzac

First love is dangerous only when it is also the last. - Branislav Nusic

A first love always occupies a special place. - Lee Konitz

There's no love like the first. - Nicholas Sparks

I am glad it cannot happen twice, the fever of first love. For it is a fever, and a burden, too, whatever the poets may say. - Daphne du Maurier,Rebecca

First romance, first love, is something so special to all of us, both emotionally and physically, that it touches our lives and enriches them forever. - Rosemary Rogers

who do you think i am? a person that cannot forget her first love?
yup that's true. well, that's a special moment from me like someone said "It's the first time you experience a love different from the love of a parent. Suddenly, you get this rush of endorphins and feel amazing -- so it's no wonder that people often view their first love through rose-tinted glasses." 

well i used to have a hard time to forget about those first love thingy, but then i realize that i don't have to forget about it, that i just have to keep it as a sweet memory. 

i do think that my first love has completely forget about me hahaha even he promised that he will always be my dark knight. sounds weird. ah if you want to read my story about that 1st love, keep reading, if you don't, just click that close button.


mine happened in 7th grade. sebut saja beliau itu X.
X was a quite boy, a mysterious one. so i wanted to know him more. and we used to texted each other. frequently. akhirnya deket-deket aja deh. tapi ketika dia yang ngejar gw menhindar, waktu gw nyari dia, dianya menjauh. terus aja kaya gitu kira-kira setahunan lebih, sampe dia punya pacar, gw punya pacar, dan pada akhirnya sama-sama putus. habis itu, kita deket lagi. dan sempet jadian tapi...cuma sebentar. tapi entah kenapa merasa bersalah hahaha sering banget minta maaf. mungkin karena ada perasaan bersalah dan menyesal jadi susah lupa. untung sekarang udah yaudah aja seiring berjalanya waktu. dulu belom pernah sama yang namanya di kesem-semin sama cowok....

gatau sih ini buat siapa hahahaha

ini juga gatau buat siapa, tapi RP? RP siapa ya? Rias Prameswari? hahaha dunno 

nah kalo ini, kayanya emg gw... i remember his confession and actually i still save that text mssg. he texted me at 00.00

those kind of feelings, feel wanted, feel needed and feel loved for the very first time. 

i am thankful for X, for introducing me of how to be loved and how to love. 

btw we're going to the same college!!!

i always greet him first and it makes me feel burdensome. i want us to be a real good friend. but he never text  me a happy birthday greeting, how can we be a chingu? ah yaudahlahya hehehe yang penting kan satu almamater and we're not seeing each other like a stranger. 

how's your first love story? 

ps: i write this to show how grateful i was to have such a special moment that won't happen twice in life. and how i want to be X's good friend (again). well, i asked for my boyfriend's permission to write this.